Beauty & Madness

" i guess i could be pretty pissed-off about what happened to me...
but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world.

sometimes i feel like i'm seeing it all at once.... and it's too much!!!

my heart fills up like a balloon... that's about to burst!!!

and then i remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it.
and then it flows through me like rain... and i can't feel anything but gratitude
for every single moment of my stupid little life...

you have no idea what i'm talking about, i'm sure.
but don't worry...... you will someday.  "