December 15, 2008

Greatest View

i'm a grown-up lady now,
i can take care of myself.
i'm striving for independence.
for me to stand on my own feet.


but sometimes,
i still need someone to look after me,
to guide me.
someone who can manage my tantrums.
and still finds me...
adorable (?)

i'm currently listening to Silverchair:
        "I'm watching you watch over me....
        and I've got the greatest view from here"

but then, the greatest view has been long gone.

so, am i really a grown-up?
perhaps NOT .

i sob like a baby now a days.
I'M STILL FOOLISH LIKE A CHILD.


...and i think i'm becoming a CYNIC.
darn.