ang hirap pala gumala ng walang renewed registration.
kahit ikaw ma-bangga
or ikaw maka-bangga
wala kang habol.
kung tutuusin,
mas malaki pa ang penalty mo sa LTO kung mahuli ka
kumpara sa ipa-renew mo nalang...
diba?
so, bakit di nalang ipa-renew?
ganun din yan sa buhay-buhay eh.
ba't ka pa dun sa malabo,
kung meron namang malinaw?
ba't ka pa dun sa malaki ang consequences,
kung meron namang klaro na pamamaraan?
wala pang sakit sa ulo.
.....ako kaya?
bat di ko parin magawa-gawa?
kasi ang tigas ng ulo ko
and I always learn the lesson the hard way?
wag naman sana.
1.) she was once POSSESSIVE
but now is there someone she can call "really hers" ?
2.) she was once had an ASSURANCE
but now, anything can change in a snap. she wonders if there's such thing as certainty?
3.) she was once so SECURED
she used to be the one and only, but now all she can hope for is to be the LAST one.
4.) she was once a PRINCESS
she does not settle for anything less, but now she has learned to bargain and compromise.
5.) she was once SPOILED
but now, where have those over-flowing care and pamper (that she used to have) gone?
6.) she was once a PLANNER
she used to have "to attain lists" but she has lost her drive and lost her long-term goals, all she ever focus is what to do for the "day"... really superficial.
7.) she was once a CONQUEROR
she used to rule... "what Zhandra wants, Zhandra gets" was her mantra. but now she learned to stoop down, and accept all the hurt. it's clear that she's been conquered.
guess, the table has been turned.
it's either a curse or a blessing...
is this really where she belongs?
who knows?
QUE SERA SERA...
WHATEVER WILL BE... WILL BE.
