...myself, on being -emo- (arrgh!!)

There she is- a young lady. She’s strong, yet fragile.
Used to be sure of the things she wanted, yet now- so uncertain.

Shattered into infinite pieces…

How can she be so sensitive when she has to be strong? How can be so vulnerable when she used to be a fighter? But what can she do? All the vicious things are locked up inside.

Let her cry… for she is still a child inside.
There’s always this “child” inside in each and every one of us.
sob… dream… whimper some more… and for a while, she feels uplifted now.
When everything else falls, nothing could be much better than having a home that you could turn to.
“There’s no place like home.” It’s where her heart belongs. Where she can be just herself and feel so carefree. A home where she feels all the love she ever needed. She’s still blessed having a place she can run to whenever she wanted to take a deep breath, recharge, and bring back her sanity.

::: When you think that everything else seems so wrong, think again…

Things aren’t so bad after all. It’s nice to know that after a long tough day, you’ll be coming back to a place where you feel safe and invincible. A place called home


Tomorrow is another fresh start. You have a stronger fighting spirit… ready to beat whatever obstacles that lies ahead. Painting a smile on your face… for tomorrow would be much brighter. That’s for sure.

You are blessed with a home to live and a wonderful family living together.
That’s enough to keep you sane... enough to keep you going. That’s all that matters.

xx- chocolat -xx

So, what’s a gal got to do when hit by blues?

When mood swings and confusion’s stirring up?

Simple. Just a grab a chocolate bar and discover its wonders.

The blast of almond, nuts, & caramel will explode your worries and anxiousness.

Feel the chocolate slowly melt in your mouth as it also dissolve

the uncertainties and heart aches at the same time.

Enjoy its sweetness that kisses away the bitterness that's been locked up inside.

No reason to get depressed pretty gal.

Another option also include: ice cream, candies (jelly beans & gummy bears),

or a shot of tequila perhaps??? (girl, call me..& let's drown our sorrows... HAHA!:)

weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

ONE GOOD DAY COMING –UP!   ^_^

parisukat at tatsulok

mga hugis na nagsisimbolo ng aking nararamdaman.

parisukat:
isang anyo na may apat na gilid na parehong sukat. square.
mga emosyong 'di ko maintindihan.
pilit na hinahanapan ng mga posibleng kasagutan,
ano? bakit?  sino? saan? kelan? paano?
nag-iiwan lang ito ng bagabag sa aking isipan.
na tulad ng isang parisukat.

tatsulok:
isang anyo na may tatlong linyang pinagdugtong. triangle.
parang bersyon ng isang dimensyon ng Egypt pyramid.
ngunit, kahit saang aspekto ko man tingnan,
mga gilid nito ay nakakatusok... sa aking marupok na puso.
masaya. malungkot. ako yata ay naliligaw.
ang naikagaganda lang, ang tatsulok kong ito ay matatag.
mga paa ay nagsisilbing suporta. ang tuktok nito ay nakaturo sa itaas.
na para bagang inaabot--- ang kalangitan... ang walang hanggan.

nakakapanibughong emosyon ko... parisukat at tatsulok.

Nakakabaliw!!!

i'm still stuck up in school dealing w/ complicated math problems.
Signals & Spectra gives me headache and heart aches (?)...
i can't  relate w/ this subject. it's pain in my ass. (w/ 'Mr.Automatic' prof- oh no!)
my 1st quiz was terrible!! (well, majority of us got low score)
(to think that we've just started,
how much more in midterms & finals???) huhu... ='(
....kung nakaka-usap lang sana ang mga numero at magsabi                           
kung anong tamang sagot,eh 'di na sana sasakit ulo ko. =(
ngunit, sadyang pipi ang mga numero...'di ko nalang pipilitin.
baka kung nagkataon, labas ko na ay baliw.
hayyy... o baka naman baliw na nga? haha! lol! ; )
(madaan na nga lang sa tawa!....) hehehe...

BLURED

If you smile at them,
       They think pa-cute ka.
If you don’t naman,
       Sasabihan kang suplada

If you respond to his love agad,
        They think you’re easy to get
If it took you years to decide,
        Sobra kang pa-hard to get.

If you go-out with him alone,
        Sasabihan kang liberated
Kapag may chaperon along,
         Bad-trip kasi madi-disturb.

‘Pag stick ka sa kanya,
        they’ll proclaim you’re dead na dead
If you ask him where he’s been,
        Sasabihan kang over protective.
‘Pag pinabayaan mo naman,
        they’ll think you’re fooling lang

if you let him kiss you,
        he thinks you’re cheap
if you refuse naman,
        he’ll go find another chick.

Girls are just human,
        May mistakes din
And we often wonder, " ba't ang labo n'yo MEN ??! "

me,mysef,& I

Hellooo there!!! (",)&

Welcome to my blog...

caution: this blog is just the "tip of the iceberg"

a tiny reflection of myself...

there's soOoOoo much more to find out!!!

Name: Zhandra L. Olaivar

Birthday: June 04

Location: Davao City

::: this would be an outlet

      of my thoughts/emotions, of whatever things...

it may be a little "abstract" but just read between the lines. THANKS. :)