Masters in Picking-Up Broken Pieces

last year, i decided to go back to school to have a master's degree.
not only that i wanted to have a broader knowledge on other fields, but to refresh my mind as well.
though i'm a graduate of BS in Electronics and Communications Engineering, i've chosen to take up Masters in Business Administration (MBA)... so far out!
i'm like a "kindergarten" on this master's degree!
and like a child, I am amazed by my professors and my brilliant classmates! - who all have bright thoughts and opinions! *clap* *clap*
it seems like i'm just an "absorber" of the refreshing infos and knowledge that they share? (but, i'm enjoying it! =)

actually, the main reason why i enrolled is to keep my self busy...really, really busy.
I NEED TO BE REALLY BUSY AND DIVERT MY ATTENTION TO SOMETHING WORTHY.
'coz if not, i would end up getting INSANE!!!! sad but true.
last year was my "bottom down" year.
it was my greatest down fall.
---> i actually won last year’s “STUPID AWARD"!
it was a bad bad year.
tragic love.

but, things are getting better now... thankfully.
no need to be really busy to whatever.
i just want to focus on to something more personal. That's why I'm thinking not to pursue MBA anymore...perhaps not this time. i dunno... i'm still confused.

i'm also thinking of quitting my job. (?)
...and just bum around.
i've been awakened from my stupidity
i'm back with my old self.
"HE" is recovering (& gaining back health).
i need to slow things down a bit.
and rekindle those days.
LIFE'S TOO SHORT!
never to do the same mistake again.

• i miss the night walks after our  college class.
  i miss those coffee moments.
  5 years is 5 years is 5 years.
  .......ah those were the days.

perhaps, i'll be pursuing (MPBP)- MASTERS IN PICKING-UP BROKEN PIECES.