Que Sera Sera

1.) she was once POSSESSIVE
           but now is there someone she can call "really hers" ?

2.) she was once  had an ASSURANCE
           but now, anything can change in a snap. she wonders if there's such thing as certainty?

3.) she was once so SECURED
           she used to be the one and only, but now all she can hope for is to be the LAST one.

4.) she was once a PRINCESS
           she does not settle for anything less, but now she has learned to bargain and compromise.

5.) she was once SPOILED
           but now, where have those over-flowing care and pamper (that she used to have) gone?

6.) she was once a PLANNER
          she used to have "to attain lists" but she has lost her drive and lost her long-term goals, all she ever focus is what to do for the "day"... really superficial.

7.) she was once a CONQUEROR
          she used to rule... "what Zhandra wants, Zhandra gets" was her mantra. but now she learned to stoop down, and accept all the hurt. it's clear that she's been conquered.

guess, the table has been turned.
it's either a curse or a blessing...
is this really where she belongs?
who knows?
QUE SERA SERA...
WHATEVER WILL BE... WILL BE.