September 28, 2010

" muted "

for the past two days, i literally don't have a "V-O-I-C-E"
with: cough, flu, back aches... and other aches, such as: ka ek-ekan? hehe...
this is due to:

  • 1. weather condition
    2. my regular job # 1 which also includes answering phone calls, and attending employees' needs
    3. my part time job # 2 which requires explaining (individually)
    4. my part time job # 3 which requires conducting group seminar/ training... in short, TALKING....
it's hard when you don't have a voice. although i am not really that "talkative", it seems like i am now  "muted".
because of this:
  • ...when communicating at the office, i just chat them.
  • ...when communicating with my friends, i just text them
  • ...when commuting on public vehicle, i just tap using a coin
    to stop at my destination. 
it's hard NOT to express myself thru words at anytime i wanted  to.



but then, if ever we had the chance to meet and talk...


i will just let my EYES do all the talking,
and perhaps i would really, really force my esophagus and larynx

...just to whisper " i miss you"

..

..

 damn.

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September 27, 2010

Drops of Jupiter

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair,
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's a time to change,


Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June
But tell me, did you sail across the sun?

Did you make it to the Milky Way
To see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated?


Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permanent scar
And then you missed me
While you were looking for yourself out there?



Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation,
She checks out Mozart while she does Tae-Bo
Reminds me that there's room to grow


Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as
Plain ol' Jane told a story about a man
Who was too afraid to fly so he never did land


But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?
Did you finally get the chance
To dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way?


And tell me, did Venus blow your mind?
Was it everything you wanted to find?
And then you missed me
While you were looking for yourself out there


Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you
Even when I know you're wrong?


Can you imagine no first dance, freeze-dried romance
Five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had, and me?


And did you finally get the chance
To dance along the light of day?
And did you fall for a shooting star?
Fall for a shooting star?
And now you're lonely looking for yourself out there.